Ruined - Conveyer

Lust is a liar, leaving a taste so bitter in my mouth

That just won’t wash away

I pray for the day the thought of us decays

And dissolves beneath my dreams

I’ve been culprit;

everything I touch turns to disarray

Ashamed of the pulpit I stand on today

The love we made has lead us both astray

I can’t help but keep losing sleep

I’m moving on, people will change

This always I can count on

Doomed to repetition of inconsistency

Chained to obligations staring back at me

Cowering under the weight of consequences

I shouldn’t be here, I need a second chance

I need forgiveness, I need a second chance

I need a way out of this mess I’ve made myself

We’ve sinned in the dark, and now I can’t forget

Two souls tied together, drowning in regret

Lust left us with a hole in our hearts

Our best intentions tore us apart

God, I hope You’ll forgive me for treating her like this