Resist | Admit - Conveyer

What have I done to make You feel this way?

I gave You everything I have

You took it all away

Do I deserve the pain I feel and this emptiness?

Am I alone?

Where’s my home?

Are You still listening?

I can’t afford to give You more

This wasn’t what I was looking for

What will it take to make You understand?

I don’t know if I can trust You

It’s getting harder just to love You

What happened to Your so-called «perfect plan?»

Farther and farther away

I find myself falling apart

Deeper and deeper I sink

Reaching for You, I’m reaching for You

Carry me

Bring me peace

Asking questions still unanswered

Please, oh God, give me a sign

I feel as though I’m falling faster, carrying what isn’t mine

The questions asked have all been answered

The blame I placed became my hell

Left with nothing at the bottom of the hole I dug myself

I blame myself

Undeserving.

Ungrateful.

(Yet God, with undeserved kindness, declares that we

are righteous.

He did this through Christ Jesus when he freed us from the

penalty for our sins.)

Please forgive me for all that I’ve done

I’m defeated;

a shameful son

I have nothing to offer You

I’m on my knees in front of You

Take my life

Have it all

Just give me grace and hear my call

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

I’m sorry