Blister - Conveyer

From the outside looking in

Constant failure was the only friend I had

Taking everything for granted

This pity party in my head

Without you I’m as good as dead

Always playing victim

Always feeling sorry for myself

And blaming everyone else

I teeter on this soapbox, the tilt before I fall

My precipice of selfishness, I keep hitting a wall

Always falling off this beaten path, I’m tired of fading away

Trying to shed this weight, on my own

And it isn’t working out, I’m tired of fading away

From the grace You set in place

On my own, sometimes I’m up

Sometimes I’m down

Help me not hate myself for having my doubts

Sinking in the guilt I’m still running from

Lost in the lies I haven’t repented of

Memories like bullets, fired from a gun

Cracking me open

Nobody knows the trouble I’ve been

Nobody knows the trouble I’ve been, but you

This selfish masquerade I’ve been putting You through

Nobody knows the trouble I’ve been, but you

Nobody knows, no one but You