Too Tightly - X-EL

Maybe it’s just me

Maybe it’s just me

Maybe I’m just stuck living my life feeling lonely

I know I got my shield up

To heal my heart from drowning

But really it’s just starting to look like I’m allowing

Every feeling, negative to happen to me

The trust that I use to have its obsolete

And I don’t feel like I’ma ever get it back, believe me

Once it breaks it won’t ever be replaced so easy

So now that I’m feeling some type a way about you

I’ma have to move on to the next one without you

I’m Flipping through the upcoming chapters of my life

Following my dreams

Is what gets me through the night

I hope you’re doing good, ya

I hope you’re doing fine

I hope that new person treats you like you’re mine

Like you’re mine

Like you’re mine

Like you’re mine

Like you’re mine

Like you’re mine

Like you’re mine

(Chours)

So maybe I’ve been holding on too tightly, to my heart

That I never let anything begin

I never let it start

I can’t let you close to me cuz I’m broken can’t you see?

That I’m working on myself right now

Taking these steps to better myself

I’m sorry that I let you down

I’m sorry that I let you down… down

Maybe it’s just me

Maybe it’s just me

Maybe I’m just stuck living my life in this movie

The real world doesn’t always have a very happy ending

In fact it’s rather cruel so let’s just stop pretending

Like there’s gonna be a pot of gold at the end of every rainbow

Or a poison kiss will reunite you both

It’s sad to say that everything in reality is tainted

But that’s why I’m here painting this picture that I’ve painted

An now you’re reacquainted

At the sound of my voice

This is what I chose to do, to save the world it’s my choice

I turned a broken heart

To art

That you relate to

In hopes one day

Ill be strong enough to be with you

(Chours)

So maybe I’ve been holding on too tightly, to my heart

That I never let anything begin

I never let it start

I can’t let you close to me cuz I’m broken can’t you see?

That I’m working on myself right now

Taking these steps to better myself

I’m sorry that I let you down