Nothing New - Rivilin

Burning in my fingertips yeah im lonely

Tell me what ya feel when you hold me

Carving holes in my stomach

Codeine rupture, everyone’s panicked, there’s no closure

Freezing in my bones, say you love me

Whats it means when you push me down slowly

Waking in my bed and your not their

I guess this is what love is meant to be

Lying in another tongue

People all around me everything feels numb

Lovan, Zyprexa, they’ll tell ya that it’ll fix ya

Turning pags in medicine when your mind just dosn’t make sense

I feel like no one really ever gets me

Swallowed by just the blackness of anxiety

Four walls surround me they close

Remember I found you cold

Yeah no wonder that I can’t stop the shaking

Memories they plague me and im always mistaken

With the words that I use to say when you were around

But that doesn’t matter anymore when your buried 6 feet underground

Drugged up messed up biting on your lips

Eyes shut lose touch, claim your life’s a miss

Yeah I know it sad to see you go

But I just can’t blame myself for you anymore

Burning in my fingertips yeah im lonely

Tell me what ya feel when you hold me

Carving holes in my stomach, codeine rupture, everyone’s panicked,

there’s no closure

Freezing in my bones, say you love me

Whats it means when you push me down slowly

Waking in my bed and your not their

I guess this is what love is meant to be

You just watch me fall down, its nothing new

Im writhing with disgust, keep me alive to im brand new