I'm Only Temporary - Rivilin

Its temporal shift in my mindstate you’re late

Im trying to debate if im worth it, I hate me

Cus you wanna block me out on the daily

Im come to the conclusion it’s my fault lately

Your eyes now water down to your cheekbones

Its a hollow heart and an empty crosshair

Your bones start to crack at the pressure

When you realize that you’re alone

Medicate fuck me up in a new way

Disappointed yea im left in the ashtray

You know me, im that kid whos forgettable

You did something that’s so unforgivable

Hesitat, kick me out in the alleyway

Wintrs coming and im lost in the picture frame

Prescription ghost, you lost your place in her heart again

What do i do now

Cus I don’t want to be alone

Yeah im crush down, im crushed down

Your burning at the ends of my soul

Cus it hurts now, it hurts now

Sinking down into the worst of days

Didn’t make sense how I ended this way

Sick to my stomach yeah

I can’t bear to look at myself anymore

My mother says I was always perfect

But I don’t remember the last time I could smile