I'm Disappearing - Juliana Hatfield

My bluest veins are hidden by what I’m wearing

My palest skin is almost transparent

It feels like a bird of prey could take me away

I’m disappearing, I’m disappearing

I’m afraid this heart beats too slow

I have failed to make myself known

Still I fight with all my strength down to the bones

I’m disappearing, I’m disappearing

I’m losing again, I just nod my head

And refuse everything from here in my bed

A heavy heart must shed its weight

For the life that’s bound to escape

I’m losing again

I just nod my head

And refuse everything

It’s my punishment

I’m disappearing, I’m disappearing