Here Forever - Holding Absence

Something wrong inside of me

A stomachache of tragedy

Can’t tell if I’m cursed or chronically ill

There’s so much inside of me I’m trying to kill

I’m trying to kill

Woe and misery have followed me

Sorrows, periphery is choking me

Will I ever leave behind the exquisite pain?

Hope intrinsically is lost on me

My insomnia waves nd sleeping through the days

Make me look like I’m fine, that’s nothing but a lie

Eating to fill my flesh and starving myself

Have got me looking in good health, but I still don’t feel my best

What I told myself was a pilgrimage

Is nothing short of a severance

You can tell from my pure grim image

That I am only alive for reverence

Woe and misery have followed me

Sorrows, periphery is choking me

Will I ever leave behind the exquisite pain?

Hope intrinsically is lost on me

Despite the uncompromising pain

I’m still so scared of death, so scared of death

The only difference between

A rut and a grave is the depth

Woe and misery have followed me

Sorrows, periphery is choking me

Will I ever leave behind the exquisite pain?

Hope intrinsically is lost on me