Uncoolest - Henry Taylor

In the wake of the fake seems to be my fate

But a life i chase to get out that place

Want to set a date but i hesitate

And make mistakes so I lose the race

Cause waiting’s, making hating blatant

_hating all the time that i’m wasting

On people i should’nt give the time of day too

Yet I stay true, all rhymes I make new

Cause im trying to keep up

How can i be enough when i get by with luck

Never have enough, never good enough

Never have love, I’ve lost all trust

Never feel that ive tried my hardest

Only time im going hard is when im baring

But bar then I sit back while I admiring

From a far and, its like im sparing

Make hit after hit but no one really feels it

So i hide my feelings, and what I have to deal with

It all comes out once im drinking in the evening

Hide the lack of confidence ive always lived with

Will it stop, once friendsships end

Dont want to pretend that im on the mend

Time I’ve spent is like money I lend

Guess I’ve yet to learn, call it student debt

Why do i try to be cool, when i always

End up looking the fool

(in the wake of the fake seems to be my fate)

Here we going again

Like when i’m going in

Emotions, hopeless, of course its him

If don’t let them out

Ill just fall down

It’s happened to my crown

Now these jewels are spilling out

Like how to live through loneliness

Well you can’t, I’m just older plus

I’m completely filled up with hopelessness

Yea i’m not holding up

Weight of the world on my shoulders yea im trapped

Still slept on but no time for a nap

I can’t relax, when your on my back

Why should i have to deal with that

But who’s is wrong or right

Is it me when i write

Or the guy that you like, when i keep it inside

Pretend i’m fine but thats all the time

Why do i try to be cool, when i always

End up looking the fool

(in the wake of the fake seems to be my fate)

Soon ill be gone

Can’t let go of the past for long

What do you think the point of my holding on song was

So its time you see, the mockery, ain’t stoping me

Im obviously, not sposed to be, cool as

Id rather be

Foolish, than one of the cool kids

Never the coolest, instead i do this

Yea this is real shit, you couldn’t deal with

Been through a lot, I’m a man now

Play the voice in my head out loud

If I don’t fit in it means I stand out

Till I’m the uncoolest around

Why do i try to be cool, when i always

End up looking the fool

(in the wake of the fake seems to be my fate)