Ocean - Henry Taylor

Here we go again

Grabbing on my pen

Need to write this shit down

As i feel I’m bout to drown

These feeling pouring out

Watch them flowing now

With motion like an ocean

Only i one with this devotion

Explosion of emotion

This motion I’m not coasting

Get drunk and i start posting

On alcohol I’m overdoing

No hope then I’m not coping

Can’t live life like that

So I’m back with that rap

Get this weight of my back

Just by killing that track

Won’t be weak as i sleep this beat

Wouldn’t be me if i feared defeat

That means ill never see defeat

Another rapper that can be better than me

No one can compete with my energy

Draining my battery till its deplete

Cause i spit it like that

And i spit it so fast

Like the flash or a flash of an eyelash

Run past the path till the after math that

In the gash i crash like I smashed in dash, dash

Damn, back track

Let me pick it back up like a back pass

Say fuck it when I kill it with the last gasp

Then after

I’ve bodied the game

Call a mate to take the body away

And anyone who ever walks my way

Is gonna get sprayed like a fucking AK

Doesn’t matter anyway

No one listens to the words i say

Circling like birds of prey

Hate this world, so I can’t stay

Here we go again

Grabbing on my pen

Need to write this shit down

As i feel I’m bout to drown

These feeling pouring out

Watch them flowing now

With motion like an ocean

Still flowing

Still cold, still snowing

Still don’t don’t know where I’m going

Still no god thats all knowing

Showing

All these bitches

Might be the matrix

Wheres the glitches

If this is really existence

Then whats the point of living

Seriously i think like that

Cause i know i was born to die

Trying to find meaning in life

Tell me do understand these lines

No, then fucking listen to the beat

Fuck the world, like your eating meat

Fuck you all if you don’t know what i mean

Fuck this all, it makes me want to scream!

But ill just keep spitting this dope shit

To distract me from hopelessness

Fill that need to be noticed

Already know what my suicide note is

Pouring out my emotion

Drown in this ocean

Doing this to cope with

Here we go again

Grabbing on my pen

Need to write this shit down

As i feel I’m bout to drown

These feeling pouring out

Watch them flowing now

With motion like an ocean

Getting dragged out when I’m going in

Wind in my sails but I’m never gonna win

When the tide get higher and starts coming in

Is theres a chance of me getting saved then

Though I’m still in doubt

Cause whats this all about

I spent most my life just tryna figure it out

Ideas they form with these words out my mouth

They come flowing out like the rain pouring down

Flows into a stream, of consciousness it seems

Then into river till at the ocean they meet

Lost in my thoughts, getting to deep

Can’t swim to the light cause i feel to weak

The pressure if forcing the breath out of me

The light start to fade, put my hand out and reach

My hands feel the surface, gasping as i breath

Relief till realise I can’t see the beach

And i can’t get no sleep cause

On my sheets just floating waiting

For darkness to take then

I shiver, cause I’m soaking

Finally consumed by this ocean