Out of My Head - Begonia

I’ll keep the timing of all you said

Set it back in your head

Creep slowly around like the living dead

I may never be the same again

We’re safe but only when the lights are on

Soon enough there’s something wrong

The timing of all you said

How do I get it out of my head

I’m placing bets

I’m writing checks

To keep on living

Keep on living, living

I’m counting heads

Trying hard to forget

The ones that I’m missing

The ones that I’m missing

Missing

Missing

Wet blanket words you’ve given me

Never ever will they set me free

I tucked myself in patiently

Covered my mirrors so I couldn’t see

You wake me up when you’re on time

I’ve been sleeping all my life

My destiny in your bed

How do I get it out of my head

And when the sun goes down I wonder

Where your head hits the pillow

It’s like hearing lightening, seeing thunder

I’m placing bets

I’m writing checks

To keep on living

Keep on living, living, living

I’m counting heads

Trying hard to forget

The ones that I’m missing

The ones that I’m missing

Missing

Missing

How do I get it out of my head

There was a time when I thought that I had lost my faith

It took a while but I realized it was misplaced

And it’s a style to pretend like you are far from grace

To run a mile

Just to find you were in the right place

I’m placing bets

I’m writing checks

To keep on living

Keep on living, living, living

I’m counting heads

Trying hard to forget

The ones that I’m missing

The ones that I’m missing

Missing

Missing

I’m placing bets

I’m writing checks

To keep on living

Keep on living, living, living

I’m counting heads

Trying hard to forget

The ones that I’m missing

The ones that I’m missing

Missing

Missing

I’m placing bets