Tender - wack

What the fuck is going on?

What the fuck is going on?

All these colors blinding my eyes

Flashing fast like strobe lights

TV from across the hall

Feels like nails on chalkboard

Where the fuck is my phone?

I need to reach out to you

What the fuck is going on?

What the fuck is going on?

Seeking refuge in my bed sheets

Safer when i sleep

I can’t stand it when I’m home alone

Think I need my pink drops

Is this ever gonna stop?

Won’t hear the alarm

Tomorrow

My monster is putting up (my monster keeps on)

A fight inside me (haunting me)

I can’t tell delusion (everything hurts, every morning)

From reality (I feel like going crazy)

My muscles ache (adrenaline)

Head aches (in my stomach)

Heart aches (hurts so much)

Adrenaline

Stuck in my stomach (everything hurts)

Got love but (every morning feel like)

It’s behind bars (not waking up)

Can’t get out of bed (think I need help but I)

I don’t know how to fight this (don't want any from you)

Adrenaline in my stomach

Hurts so much

Everything hurts

Every morning

Feel like

Not waking up

Think I need help

But I

Don’t want any from you