Euphoria / Dysphoria - Vespera

Writhing in my despair

I bend and break

Drowning in my regret

How much more can I take?

I guess I should hate myself

For all that I have become

I guess I should hate myself

Why don’t I just hate myself?

I’m circumventing through circumstances of the joy that you have taken

Unrelenting of the fickle changes to find myself again

I guess I should hate myself

For all that I have become

I guess I should hate myself

Why don’t I just fuck myself?

I guess I should hate myself

For what I’ve become

I guess I’m the only one to blame

I know I’ve been waiting for the sun to shine on dark days

On dark days I know we must suffer

Before we make it all right, it’s alright

This rage that builds inside of me

It’s scathing, I’m shaking

I feel the walls, they’re caving in

I drowned my innocence to never fucking feel again

I never thought I would just be another statistic

It’s sadistic, I’m just another statistic

It’s so sadistic

Time, time for us to feel

Don’t waste your time on me

I’m already dead on the inside

Don’t waste your time on me

I’m already dead on the inside

Don’t waste your time on me

I’m already dead on the inside

I guess I should hate myself

For what I have just become

Why don’t I just hate myself?

Why don’t I just kill myself?