Headrush - Unturned

Why even bother trying when my patience is running thinner than my waist line?

And I won’t keep denying that I’m not cutting my teeth just to fill this void

in my mind

I can’t keep this up, what I’ve built’s just come undone

So I’ll just

Write it all over again

Tell myself it’s a means to an end

But it’s useless (I never can) combat my lack of consciousness

I know that I’m better than this but I could care less

I always wanted to outrun my apathy

Hold a stoic contempt for the person I’m supposed to be

Traded my ambition for constant lethargy

Thought I could just save face but I was wrong

Write it all over again

Tell myself it’s a means to an end

But it’s useless (I never can) combat my lack of consciousness

I know that I’m better than this

Am I better than this?