Ruler - Uneven Structure

I find myself here alone, stunned and shivering

I didn’t see anything coming, nothing… and yet…

The crimson rivers flow away, creating furrows

The trails of my defeats drawing in the snow

A sweet wind makes the still feathers sing

Planted in a soiled white ground and frozen flesh

I received this great power as a grace

But it was just a curse at its place

It infected my ideals, all my thoughts, my blood, my vision

It killed my empathy, my love, my mercy, my emotions

Everything I was vanished little by little

I became that monster of vanity

I threw away my loves, my flesh in the blaze

Oh my children What have I done?

Who am I?

I became the crazy king, so dreaded

I got fat from their toil, from their pain

I got drunk from their sweat, from their blood

I got dressed with my gown of delusion

I got knighted with my crown of perversion

I was wrong I cheated on you all