if it matters what I think now - Twiztid

I don’t wanna be lonely, I wanna be alone

Too many things in my world are going on

I can’t shut 'em off or turn the voices down

A crowded room when you want no one around

Overwhelms me and upsets me feeling weak

'Cause you’re not here to protect me and tell me

That everything’s fine so I can realign

With the reality we’re living in 'cause I get lost sometimes

You’re a lifeline

Ready to bring me back

When I’m not here and I don’t know how to act

Fast forward and I fade to black

And I’m hopin' I got another video life game stacked

So when I wake I can get back on track

And you told me to go would you let me back in

I been changin' rearrangin'

I’ll always be the static on your radio station

Whether you dial me out or dial me in or dial me up

Every now again I’ll be there or fucked up

And you can pretend that I’m better than I ever been

But we would only be lying to each other again

I’m bad news in old shoes and these old soles

Love each other more than anyone else do

And so when I asked you before when I passed through

Does anyone out there feel that for you

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

I could always see right through you

Never nothin' more than cellophane

So clear what your agenda was

To put this all in a shallow grave

My career suicide was a game I wasn’t ready to play

Now livin' it everyday with every word that I say

Is a gamble that I’m willing to take

I put it all on the table like dinner plates

(From the summer to the winter)

When I just think you gotta get away

From the bitter people they like

Literally just liter me with the hate

Hoping that I break

Sink into the bottom of the blackest lake

But you pull me out and I do the same

For you I’m true for life, believe me that won’t change

With the whole world waiting on the word to rearrange

We just keep it in the family fuck it if ya mad at me

We don’t change the game came to us like rain on the window pain

And we won’t break or bust like big ole lames

Who can’t touch me like a big ole flame

Just burnin' 'em up…

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

If it doesn’t matter what I think now

If it doesn’t matter how I feel now

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down

Tell me where you’ll be when it all falls down