Control - Thousand Thoughts

Looking down the barrel of a heart-marked sleeve

I push aside what you do to me

It’s tough to give affection when you don’t receive enough

You take what you want and burn away my trust

Looking in the mirror of a constant lie

I always put faith in the fear inside

It’s tough to make an effort when you never really try

You take what you want and I swallow my pride

So in control and I don’t say a word

‘Cos whenever I do I’m so absurd

No more, no more, I know the score

This was never anything I bargained for

You are taking over me and

I can’t seem to stop this

No this isn’t fair on me

But you don’t seem to drop this

Looking out the depths of it to analyse

I’m starting to doubt, If I’m even right

I take responsibility, apologise

But in a week’s time another petty thing rises

So in control and I don’t say a word

‘Cos whenever I do I’m so absurd

No more, no more, I know the score

This was never anything I bargained for

You are taking over me and

I can’t seem to stop this

No this isn’t fair on me

But you don’t seem to drop this

You are taking over me and

I can’t seem to stop this

No this isn’t fair on me

But you don’t seem to drop this

I beg you leave me be

It’s getting hard to breathe

I beg you leave me be

Stop taking over me

You

Just keep on going

You

You just keep on going

You

You just keep on going

You

You’re in control of me

You are taking over me and

I can’t seem to stop this

No this isn’t fair on me

But you don’t seem to drop this

You are taking over me and

I can’t seem to stop this

No this isn’t fair on me

But you don’t seem to drop this

No you don’t seem to drop this

You’re never gonna drop this, are you