Footsteps -

Not to worry is the most common habit we never have

I wish to share more of this with you and everyone around me

That matters more than a handshake to me

Like you a raft in a stormy tide

My brightest torch in the darkest night

But I rather choose to do all of this for myself

I will include you in this story

Before I decide to break the circle

And yes please grab my hand and I promise you to hold fast onto it

I mean before I let go

Before I let go

The stakes were just too high

Win you and lose whats mine

A life with no content

A life so hard and bent

A life so beautiful and everything I wanted back then

Who knows if this had fixed

The hole you had inside

The hole I loved so much

That made you what you are

And made me break in to your house every night

A life so beautiful and everything I wanted back then

Thousands of footsteps are no constant in this sand

Whilst in concrete forever they could be as some pretend

But even the most stable foundation has it cracks

So every breaking wave will rinse those footprints

Devours you and me and a bunch of memories

Holds fast onto us and carries us with the currents back to sea

Though we hold us tight

Wrapped in our arms

While we twist and whirl

We will freeze forever

Well at least as long as we can feel

I couldn‘t stand her smile

The pain she shared with you

Her place taking my place

That wasn‘t mine to loose

There‘s nothing I had claimed

Nothing that I dare choose

I didn‘t want it filled

I wanted you in the dark

In greys and browns and golds

Blending out my spark

Wanting me to be the only thing that makes you smile

A life so beautiful and everything I wanted back then

No no sound

No hurting sound

In my head no voice

That‘s left in my head

No more regrets

Enough I had

Enough enough I had