Inside, Outside - The Murder of My Sweet

For the times I held you close

For the reasons I can’t cope

Fool me once don’t fool me twice

All the roads I could have chose

Walked the line that hurt the most

I keep telling me, I’m fine

No I’m not

I’ve barely touched ground

On my way

Till I’m safe and sound

I pick up the pieces, building slow

Cause when I’m vulnerable it shows

Inside

Outside

It’s better to love and to have lost

So I live to win no matter cost

It hurts

This time

Like counting raindrops in the sunshine

Never knew with you around

How the emptiness would sound

I’m drowning in my noisy mind

Falling fast and falling hard

Makes the crash hurt even more

I blame it on my childish heart

I’m not fine

I’ve barely touched ground

On my way

Till I’m safe and sound

I pick up the pieces, building slow

Cause when I’m vulnerable it shows

Inside

Outside

It’s better to love and to have lost

So I live to win no matter cost

It hurts

This time

Like counting raindrops in the sunshine

Like counting raindrops in the sunshine

So I get up and run and run and run

Just to feel free I run I run I run

Going fast going nowhere

Let my hair out and fly and fly and fly

Got to breathe in new air to clear my mind

I’m not dead cause I’m lonely

I can feel my blood pumping

I’m alive

I’m alive now but there’s so much aching in my heart

No more crying, no more waiting for you, waiting for you

I pick up the pieces, building slow

Cause when I’m vulnerable it shows

Inside

Outside

It’s better to love and to have lost

So I live to win no matter cost

It hurts

This time

So I get up and run and run and run

Just to feel free I run I run I run

Going fast going nowhere

Let my hair out and fly and fly and fly

Got to breathe in new air to clear my mind

I’m not dead cause I’m lonely

That’s why I had to write this sad song