Will & Testament - The Hawkins

Push me further down the halls.

I want to see something else than these white

walls

And give me some other sound than of the distinct steps of death walking around,

telling everyone to keep calm and let him let them carry on

But this blood won’t pump any faster through this heart and it feels just like

they’re feeding me with hope from a straw

So give me time and time again

I want to be there with my friends

Give me one more day before the end, I’m gonna finish everything

Because I ain’t ready, I ain’t ready to die today

So bring me back to the start where this morphine is worth nothing at all

And take the needle from my vains.

I just want to feel alive again

I am gonna rise up from this bed and burn my last will and testament

And I say goodbye to every single piece of hair on my skin and it feels just

like I should provide a goodbye to everything

So doctor, doctor, give me time and time again

I want to be there with my friends

Give me one more day before the end, I just want to say goodbye to them

Because I ain’t ready, I ain’t ready to die today

So give me a place where I can see the earth and the trees, where I’m not

hooked up and torn apart by chemotherapy

Give me that moment in time when this life was something worth dying for but

death was never in sight

I wanted time and time again but cancer screwed it up my friend

It was my last will and testament but death won’t understand

That I ain’t ready, I ain’t ready to die today