Gay Thoughts - The Growlers

I try to stop all these

Gay thoughts and feelings

I don’t know where they come from

Oh all of these gay thoughts

I’ve had trouble concealing

Since I was fairly young

I tell them I love you

I don’t want to lose you

But they don’t mind

I hardly believe me

I always deceive me

Time after time

Part of it’s nature

The other part seems darker

Don’t know what to blame it on

Try to control my behavior

But this is so much harder

When I’m far away from home

I tell them I love you

I don’t want to lose you

But they don’t mind

I hardly believe me

I always deceive me

Time after time

Gay thoughts again

They fill with every drink

Gay thoughts again

Consuming everything

Gay thoughts are mine

But they don’t feel like me

These thoughts are somebody

That I don’t wanna be

I tell them I love you

I don’t want to lose you

But they don’t mind

I hardly believe me

I always deceive me

Time after time