Hatred In My Heart - The Chronicles of Israfel

I am catastrophe personified

I know because I help create the fight

Confused by what’s a dream and waking life

I am the only me I’ll never know

I know the tragedy I need to feel

Alive and so ill

Here lies a part of me that never heals

Now I’m the only me I’ll never show

I wasted every little thing I live for

I choked when everything I love derailed

Now I know all I ever really wanted

Was to lose this hatred in my heart

I know the atrophy of my belief has taken hold

Over and over

I feel anxiety will never leave me time to breathe

Not 'til it’s over

I know it’s my fault