One Year Later - The Carrier

I’m living in this world without you

Watching my own life pass me by.

I’m living in this world without you

Being a bystander to my own life.

I’m on the outside

Trying to look in.

I need to feel connected

Or else I’m going to lose it.

I’m waiting for my destiny

To manifest in front of me.

I’m waiting for my destiny

To manifest in front of me.

The one thing I was sure of,

The one thing I knew,

The only thing I thought I had

Fucking blew.

The one thing I was sure of,

The one thing I knew,

The only thing I thought I had

Fucking blew.

I’m showering at two in the morning

So no once can seem clean the filth I have come to be.

How can I focus on tomorrow

When I can live today.

I wanted hope, I wanted change.

The stars have fallen from the sky.

I wanted hope, I wanted change,

But now I’m ready to die.

You can’t kill someone who’s already dead.

You can’t even begin to understand

The thoughts in my head.

I beat my self over and over

Again!

About nothing, just sensing reality is dead.

Reality is dead!

I hate myself more than you ever can.

And I’ll hate myself until the very end.

I lost my heart the day the world went cold.

The sun doesn’t rise to heat this godforsaken earth.

An image of you appeared

As I began to cry.

An image of you appeared

As I slowly died.

Cynical of this world,

Pessimistic on a whole.

Cynical of this world,

Pessimistic on a whole,

Living in the biggest lie,

Calling purgatory my only home

I’m living in the biggest lie

Calling purgatory my only home.