Fixed Like Medication - The Autumn Offering

These pills that kill the pain

As I wander through pitch black corridors

Neck-deep in stagnant fog

To the rhythm of this disease

I’m but a slave to the muse that will kill me

Addiction seeps within my bloodline

The only thing I need is killing me

As the concern passes for me

You’re giving up

Out the door as you said your last goodbye

Fixed by this medicine

Beaten and dragged, sunk to new lows

Amongst the buzzards, carrion and crows

She eats my flesh and bleeds me slow

Take me to my solitary gallows

My darkest love, how far we’ve come

I’ll let you kill me, just take away my pain

The concern passes for me

You’re giving up

Out the door as you said your last goodbye

Spiritual failure, cut from absent concern

Rising like the tides, the flood weighs heavy

In her tears I’m drowning, I knew her masquerade

Yet I dove in anyway, now I’m sinking in fathoms

Stand amidst the oceans roar

Under tormented skies

A grain of sand

Of a kingdom built on lies

The concern passes for me

You’re giving up

Out the door as you said your last goodbye

As the dirt falls on my grave

Just say goodbye

Turn away, walk away

You did all that you could

You can’t fix yourself with medication