My Weakness - Thalarion

Destructive tendencies

Still beside deep inside

I’m too weak to survive

And so faint to feel

Do you know how I feel?

The heat inside, exploding silence

I feel I’m gonna smash or cry

Who will give me more power

More pleasure for my soul?

Is that fear or anger within me

To blow me up and disappear?

Why do I feel so cheated?

Not knowing where my guilt dwells

Why everything you trust

Must hurt you and then turn to dust?

Expected relapses

Overstrain all my mind

I’m too slack to fight

And much rare for sacrifice

Do you know how I feel?

The heat inside, exploding silence

I feel I’m gonna smash or cry