I Am Not Weak - T-Rock

Destroy my self-esteem and cut me out of every dollar

He threw me in the mental flames of hell, I swam in lava

And told me God’ll never hear me scream, don’t even holler

But it was all a matrix to keep me wastin' time

He knew my destiny before my father made it mine

And since he lost his crown, he tried taking mine

The only way the devil can attack is through yo mind

Don’t listen to him, what he say to you, because he lyin'

Every conviction he throw at you is to keep you blind

Tryin' to be perfectly slip and feel like you disrespected

Yo God above us still (?) feelin' disconnected

God know you ain’t perfect so who (?) you (?) pressin'

If you are perfect what would be purpose of the resurrection?

Tired of fightin' so I decided I’m turnin' my cheek

I’m just stronger in Christ, … weak

When you see me showin' love;

I am not weak

When you see me still smile, know that I am not weak

I’m just stronger in God, stronger in God

Stronger in God, stronger in God

When you see me turn the other cheek;

I am not weak

What the devil meant for my defeat: rob me my peace

Cause I’m stronger in God, stronger in God

Stronger in God, stronger in God

Shawty I am not weak

My sin (?) is only through God

It got graced, I did and deserve it

My problem is thinkin' if I didn’t for (?)

That I will probably be perfect

It’s easy for me to … my brother … curses

But if I was put into court (?) guilty (?) will not be diverted

Injustice was served, it would be hell or nothin'

Man I am a (?) I feel like I (?) the book on self-destruction

Plus I been selfish, I been all about myself or nothin'

What a man must be a fool and not acknowledge up a problem

I been a sinner since I was taught how to eat my dinner

I can remember the devil usin' me through my temper

I was a victim of my inner pain I tried to sincere

I felt my life was injustice flooded with big pretenders

It was a time I was so depressed I could kill myself

But God kept it real when I wasn’t real with myself

He touched my heart, I no longer embraced the wrong within

For change man I’m not weak, I’m just strong in here