Tribulations - Sterling

I got rent due on 1st and I’m a couple stacks short

Stuck on tryna ball but maybe this the wrong sport

Momma keep ya head up, I know we can persevere

Accounts get overdrawn I know the hurt is severe

Waiting for hearse to appear that ain’t the way to be livin'

Complacency is the villian

So Imma fight like Jake Gyllen

On my Goku when all the world is on Krillin

Imma Grind until I die so I’ll be makin' a killin'

So I go pick my cell phone up

Hit the plug up real quick

To cop me a zip

For me to go flip

Gymnast with the pack you think that I’m practicing tricks

But that’s the old me, this right here is just a quick fix

On top of my shit, like a fly buzzin' around

I’m juggin' thru town

Back up in a couple of hours

Still got some sour

Pull off to go cop some white owls

So I can get so graduated like a cap and a gown

I Go to dip my car won’t start

It’s fallin' apart

My whip and my heart

The days feelin' dark

Not seein' a spark

Kept sayin' that I would but now I’m all outta bark

Can’t stay above the water I’ve turned into a shark

Desperation look for life raft

Things are quite bad

Don’t just wanna float I need to chart me a flight path

Cuz on the other of the storm, it’s all clear

That’s exactly what I always would hear

(They used to tell me)

If there’s one thing I know bout trouble it’s that it don’t last always

But I know the trails and tribulations they can tell you its all pain

But lemme tell ya all the losses that you take lead you to your greatest gains

So I know that I’ll strive and survive cuz I was born to fly

Feel death all around me on an island of life

Corpses floatin' in the water lost ones all in my sight

On the cusp of giving up and just jumping in

Feel nothing inside of me besides potential I may never spend

Savings account that over yonder ain’t workin'

Cash out on this side like I’ve been bumpin' She twerkin'

I’m for certain

That the serpents

That been lurkin'

On the surface

Want me to fight and kill myself Tyler Durden

Life hittin' like bourbon, strong, sick to my stomach

Kinda odd with the facade put on in the public

Confident and bold but that gold is kinda hollow

Wanna lead and never follow

So second is hard to swallow

Things have been hard.

More than 4 hours.

Call a doctor

Especially when the storm is coming better check the Doppler

But no trip Cuz on the other of the storm, it’s all clear

That’s exactly what I always would hear

(They used to tell me)

Trouble in my way I have to cry sometimes

But we’ll be fine so I don’t mind (x3)

But still sometimes I

Cry out

Sigh loud

Lookin' for the line out

I wanna sell my soul but I don’t really like the buyout

Negativity all on my team don’t get a try out

I’ve got the fire I will never die out