Open Water - Steady Holiday

it’s not like I said it’s okay, but I’ve been a little fake

I’m holding myself like a brick upon a still lake

but I’m pretty round, and I wouldn’t drown

I didn’t know I could breathe when I am faced down

it’s not like I said it’s okay, but I like to stay away

cause sight out of mind is fine, I don’t like to make waves

in the shallow end, I never learned to swim

I’ll get the courage one day when I am faced down in open water

it’s not like I said it’s okay

it’s not like it’s just a game

it wouldn’t ruin the day to find that

I’m faced-down in open water never long enough

so hold me down in open water, it gives me such a rush

I’m holding onto weakness only as a ploy

cause nothing’s ever gonna change the way I feel when I destroy