Bitter - Spit

I was a fucking mistake to you

I was a fucking mistake

How can you look me in the fucking face

As if you never left us yearning

Left without a trace

You’re a spineless fucking coward

You’re so feeble and weak

Your entire existence is so fragile and bleak

There’s been some times you made me hate who I was

Made me feel so void of hope and pick out all my flaws

And for every single time you made my mother cry

It’s time for you to pay your debts

A fucking eye for an eye

How can you show your face around here

Listen to me

I think its time you disappear

Why all the sudden do you fucking care?

You’ve been gone for 20 years without a month to spare

I’ve spent my life thinking where I went wrong

The time alone has weathered me

I haven’t loved in so long

There’s not a thing you could do to ease this pain

Not a single fucking word that you could ever say

You’ll never know how much hate flows through my fucking veins

The weight of all the years and fear has kept me shackled in chains

You tell me that I’m not yours

That I’m different from the rest

And you’ve left me no choice but to be my fucking best

I was a fucking mistake to you

Why all the sudden do you fucking care?

You’ve been gone for 20 years without a month to spare

I’ve spent my life thinking where I went wrong

The time alone has weathered me

I haven’t loved in so long