if i die - Solonely

I’ma mind my own business

Fuck my feelings

And I’m sad and she sad too

If I die then I had to

My life is turned upside-down, like why?

(Why?)

And god damn (God damn)

I don’t wanna write no list

I don’t wanna fuck my wrist, god damn (God damn)

Took it all the way

Took it all the way

It goes away

Then it comes back again

Damn, I’ma guess you lost another friend (another)

Talking about it like it’s a god damn choice (it ain’t a choice)

Keep on fucking talking I’ma shut your voice

'Cause I rock designer, don’t mean I’m Gucci

You would know if you fucking knew me

She said, «Let them talk, it goes right through me»

I don’t know if she said that truly

Hello, you don’t gotta lie

And I know it’s hard sometimes

How can they think that we don’t try

Even though we tell them

And I’m sad and she sad too

If I die then I had to

My life is turned upside-down, like why?

(Why?)

And I’m sad and she sad too

If I die then I had to

My life is turned upside-down, like why?

(Why?)

And I tip-toe back to the darkness

I don’t want this

What the fuck is it you not get?

I don’t really wanna talk it out (Yeah)

I just really wanna walk it out

I’ma mind my own business

But my feelings slowly killing

They be drilling into my head

You don’t wanna come and see it, you don’t

I used to say that I was blessed

But now I feel like I’m possessed

To live my life, I think it’s over

Yeah, yeah

And I’m sad and she sad too

If I die then I had to

My life is turned upside-down, like why?

(Why?)

And I’m sad and she sad too

If I die then I had to

My life is turned upside-down, like why?