Upstairs - [:SITD:]

I dissociate the memory

Torn apart and depressive

Apathy

Loss of time

My whole being’s a nightmare

I am scared

Who am I?

Knight errant

In armour

Alter ego

My wall

In a moment of shelter

I stumble and fall

I dissociate the memory

Temporary mental escape

From pain

Temporary mental escape

From fear

I’m losing touch

I dissociate the memory

I am going straight upstairs

To a room in my head

I am going straight upstairs

I just want to forget