Blood Pressure - Single Mothers

I feel like my timelines been bent

Like someones twisted all my veins and put these thoughts in my head

Because all of a sudden I’m terrified of dying

I’ve been running away for so long I’ve forgotten what was behind me

'Cause all these bar lights look like halos

Making all of the chicks here look like angels

But I seem to destroy everything I’ve ever touched

Never fix a fucking thing just grab a bottle and run

This ain’t a confession it’s a warning

I’m not half as good in real life as you’ll make me in your stories

Baby, scratch the surface and I get boring

Tried to fight it, tried to hide it

But fuck it,

I am who I am

And that’s not going to change

I’ve got more alcohol inside me than blood

I’m getting concerned but not enough to give it up

This ain’t a confession it’s a warning

I’m not half as good in real life as you’ll make me in your stories

Baby, scratch the surface and I get boring

Tried to fight it, tried to hide it

But fuck it,

I am who I am

And I’m not just going to change

I’ve been trying to fill the hole where my soul was residing

But all I feel is my blood pressure rising

She said, «I hear what you’re sayin',

I hate the games that you’re playing — you made your point already»

And I’ve apologized for these cravings

«So either make a change or shut the fuck up about it already»