Apathetic Urge - SiNCH

Take away my halos

Take away my emotions

Take away my devils

All my pride and devotion

Take away my silence

Feel my pain as it crawls out from under this voice that I have strained

Retaliate with violence as my body grows numb

To these fears I’ve created

Now here it comes again

I cannot believe the pain

As it rips me from what’s sane

I can’t deal with my own thoughts

Yet I don’t know what is wrong

All these things that I have learned build an unsatisfying urge

To take back what I have done

And all my life I’ve just been dumb

Take away my freedom

Disappointing inside

Just give me one good reason to believe in what you’ve designed

Now here it comes again

They won’t tell you what is wrong

'Cause they’re scared of your alarm

As you wake up to what’s real

All these dreams cannot reveal

All their methods are the raged

They will never take the blame for this nation they’ve abused

And all we ask for is the truth

I would say that we are just a tool

To confuse my only rules

We comply with what we’re dealt

You know we brought it on ourselves

And the apathy drains me

And it burns my soul

I gotta pull together

I gotta gain control

Well now I can’t do anything

My back’s against the wall

I’ve got an apathetic urge to destroy you all