Insomnia - Rxseboy

It’s late at night, I’m writin' poems on my phone

I’m isolated, but I never feel alone

I’m concentrated, yeah I’m all up in the zone

I gotta work 'cause soon I might be on my own

I talked to Jack about the shit up in my life

I talked to Matt about the girls I never liked

And Brad is up in D.C. lookin' for his wife

And Chester’s graduatin' this year, what a sight

Surface level, everything is goin' great

And all these newer people cool, but can’t relate

I feel like lately, I been questionin' my fate

Don’t wanna rush it so I guess I gotta wait

And sometimes, I really think that this is it

I got some people tellin' me to call it quits

My father always used to tell me get a grip

And now the world is slippin' through my fingertips

Losin' hope

I gotta go

That’s my soft side talkin'

In reality, I’m a dead man walkin'

Do a backflip, talkin' 'bout the band camp parties

That was back in sixth grade, can’t forget my shawty

Well, she cheated on me, but I didn’t care

Brown hair, talkin' shit when I wasn’t there

I had the buzzcut, coolest couple was us

Only kissed once, but I kept it on the hush-hush

Yeah, went to a dance at the Eagle Harbor Golf Club

At the end, we were sneakin' on the golf course

Holdin' hands, stick together durin' manhunt

And whispered to me «Anthony you’re such a odd dork»

Reminiscin' but I’m back now

I’ma find love, never back down

I was always chillin' in the background

Now they notice me, I gotta act proud