After - Riverside

I can’t take anymore

I can’t breathe

I’m sick of this goddamn darkness

Sick of sadness and tears I throw it all up every single day

Together with last night’s dinner

I have lost myself completely

I have convinced myself I am someone else

For God’s sake

I need to be real

I need touch

I need… people?

I have to turn my life around…

But… I will still be myself, won’t I???