Agonising Putrid Self Infliction - Revulsed

Lucid dismissal

Rejection of absolution

Isolate into darkness

Confined by my own doing

Dwelling in transgression

Sick self inflicted sentence

Trapped in this cell

Installed, in my putrid defecation

Asphyxiating on the stench

Gasping for breath

Rejecting escape

Obsessing in my agony

Deserving more

Tearing at my eyes

Blinding myself

Ripping flesh

Lacerated

Revulsive infection

In my weakness I fall

And lay in excrement

Kicking and flaying the walls

In stupor

Constant rejection

Of light

And pardon

Wounds oozing, festering

Altercate infection

Excruciate, searing pain

Vomiting, no relent

Blunt knife tearing through

Internal organs

Continual rejection

Continual torture