Still Raining - Redeemer

I was once so alive and the world was so colorful.

If I open my eyes will the color return?

I know this hurricane.

I’ve felt these waves.

Will You calm the storm in me?

I can’t help but think this is only routine.

I bow my head but where is my faith?

Where do my words fall?

Am I the last thing on Your mind?

Do You overlook Your children’s cries?

Give me a sign,

so I know that I’m not walking blindly.

I’m struggling.

Show me that I haven’t left Your arms.

Have I left Your arms?

I’m broken.

I’m dying

Is this what You wanted?

This storm isn’t letting up.

I thought I was stronger than this;

I wont make it.

I say amen time again,

it’s still raining.

Why is it raining?

You’ve kept me alive this long.

You know my weaknesses.

God, keep me strong.

Then I hear Your voice in the breeze.

I can feel the angel’s wings around me.

Your love surrounds me.

When I curse your name with the breath you gave.

When I cast all blame on my creator.

I’ve done everything.

I’ve done everything to make you turn against me.

How could you love me now?

But You love my when I am weak.

You love me when I’m broken.

When I doubt Your name, I forget everything you gave.

You love me the same.