Loud - Ra

I don’t wanna waste it

I threw it all on the line

And finally got a chance in hell

To make what I wanted

Take what I needed

Searching for a miracle

But all that I could find was a crucible

And now I’m living in the decibels

Ringin' in my ears inescapable

The pain is full

You can’t turn it down

When the noise is all around

It’s so hard to think

Drowning in the sound

I know why you lay there still up

Wishing it would go away

But it’s all too loud

For the waves in you to fade

A momentary silence

Like a lullaby whisper

Walking in a field of gold

I long to remember

Go back forever

Tearing up a part of me

Is all that I can do for my sanity

Cuz somehow I’m still my own enemy

On my own crusade out to set it free

Finally

You can’t turn it down

When the noise is all around

It’s so hard to think

Drowning in the sound

I know why you lay there still up

Wishing it would go away

But it’s all too loud

For the waves in you to fade

Don’t tell me that frequency is wrong

Cuz it’s all I hear

Don’t tell me that you heard it all along

Cuz I don’t believe you

The chaos in the world won’t let you go

Till you close your eyes

And let it pull you in the undertow

To your demise

You can’t turn it down

When the noise is all around

It’s so hard to think

Drowning in the sound

I know why you lay there still up

Wishing it would go away

But it’s all too loud

For the waves in you to fade