Don't Wanna Be Here - Problematic

Girl we could of been forever but its no the same

You used to be my alibi to take away the pain

Remember staying up late talking over things

Now every single fight I’m the one to blame

What is love?

I’m stuck reminiscing

From memories we shared my mind truly wishing

I wish I could forget but I can’t cause I’m missing

Every part of you now this agony is hitting

Do I really hate you or maybe it is me?

I feel this demon taking over shit is killing me

I promised you I would change but its not the case

I know I cheated and I lied karma took its place

Life is too damn short to be miserable

Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to let her go

If it ain’t meant to be well at least you tried

And if I walked out the door I would wonder why

Sometimes I don’t wanna be here

It’s a living nightmare, I don’t wanna be scared

Looking at myself in the God damn mirror

Things will be alright, you just gotta say a prayer

Like whoa

What the hell you doing, man?

Better put that gun down, it is not the end

There will be brighter days, focus on the sun

Been a long damn journey, but I’m having fun

Uh but before was in a dark place

Cold nights from mistakes that made my heart break

I laid awake ask God for the strength

Then he showed me the way all it took was some faith

Yeah, look

Cause nothings ever really meant to last

You gotta find your own happiness that’s a fact

What’s a friend when they go and stab you in the back?

Why does everybody judge from a dreaded past?

You only got one life so don’t let it slide

Cause people leave us and don’t get a chance to say goodbye

I still miss you big homie know you in the sky

Looking down every time that I go spit a rhyme

I’ve succeeded what they said I couldn’t ever do

And if we go our separate ways I’ll still think of you

Girl you changed me for the better now I’m living proof

Without support that you have gave me swear I would be screwed

I’m gonna cherish every memory good or bad

Sometimes I think about the future what we could of had

But then I realized it all happened for a reason

It made me stronger than I was so I start believing

Sometimes I don’t wanna be here

It’s a living nightmare, I don’t wanna be scared

Looking at myself in the God damn mirror

Things will be alright, you just gotta say a prayer

Like whoa

What the hell you doing, man?

Better put that gun down, it is not the end

There will be brighter days, focus on the sun

Been a long damn journey, but I’m having fun