Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac, Pt. 2 - Pouya

I’m a down south Florida boy, ain’t goin' back to Hollywood

From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood

Still, I roll slow in that Chevy donk, never forget

Where I rose up from, spit on my face, get rid of my funds

And who am I?

Just another guy stuck in desperation

Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, havin' a panic attack

I don’t pop no pills 'cause it don’t take the pain away from me

I don’t crack no seals 'cause it done took the gang away from me

I’ve been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet

Bitch, you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me

Let me slide inside your body beef, bitch

I got my chain on, ain’t a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist

(Bitch)

(Bitch)

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won’t fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don’t go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But, bitch, I’m not the one, so get your comfort from another

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won’t fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don’t go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But, bitch, I’m not the one, so get your comfort from another

Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet

I’m feelin' lonely, feelin' like I’m only stuck with memories

Take me back to what I was, take away what I’ve become

Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain

Take my dick out your mouth and let me be myself

I wonder what the people around me think about me

Back to my shady ways I go, pack the Gat and let it blow

Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, father know I love 'em

Mikey, I told you we was gon' be somethin'

Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' buttons

Diamonds dancin' by the dozen

Nick, I told you we would rise from nothin'

Look at the way they look at me now

Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I’m senile

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won’t fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don’t go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But, bitch, I’m not the one, so get your comfort from another

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won’t fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don’t go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But, bitch, I’m not the one, so get your comfort from another

I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole

The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go

Nobody know what I’ve been doin', tell myself I hate myself

I can’t control the cards I’m dealt

I spent a lot of time alone inside my room

Thinkin' about what I would do if I knew you was on the fence about me too,

bitch

I crashed the whip and hit a bitch, and almost killed the bitch

And now I’m back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip

The AC don’t work and I’m feelin' like I was a kid again

Feelin' like I wasn’t gettin' in with the cooler kids

How the fuck can I get out of this funk?

If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day

I’m ill-advised, fuck you, bitch, you can’t even look me in my eyes

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won’t fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don’t go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But, bitch, I’m not the one, so get your comfort from another

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won’t fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don’t go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But, bitch, I’m not the one, so get your comfort from another

Fade away, fade away