The Rent's Due - Plans

I was dropping off the money I owed you for the last month of rent

In the apartment we made

You were sleeping on the couch wearing nothing but a T-shirt I gave you

Made my way past the panic

Fought the normalcy

Locked the door, walked away

Don’t act like you don’t know what you were doing in the first place

Cause I can see right through it

There’s a piece of you still living in my framework

I got in my car and I drove away

Thought of every single reason to return

But the arguments made a home in my brain

I went back to my parents' place

And the room that I grew up in

Just let the silence swallow me up

My friends are all concerned I’ll do something self-destructive and lose my way

Like going out alone

To the dark place that I was

With too much whiskey in my veins

And try to crash my car again

Making deals with the devil in my veins…

I’ve been walking around as a ghost