Karl (I Wonder What It's Like to Die) - Pale Waves

I was fourteen, my brother was twenty

When my dad sat me down, and told me you’d left me

I never listened when they called you crazy

I see so much of you in me lately

I wrote a song for you

And it’s called «Hide and Seek»

You never heard it but I, I got it tattooed on me

And I’d love to see you sitting in your chair

Smoking away, beautifully unaware

I wonder what it’s like to die

Sometimes you cross my mind

Well that’s a fucking lie

'Cause you’re on my mind all of the time

I wonder what it’s like to die

Got in the taxi after my London show

And your favourite song came on the radio

I cried a little, then I stopped

Oh, you know I can’t hide it

I miss you so much

It was Christmas day when my mum found you

She puts on a brave face, but I can see right through

But your mind was beautiful, unusual, so loveable

But you were beautiful, unusual, so loveable

I wonder what it’s like to die

Sometimes you cross my mind

Well that’s a fucking lie

'Cause you’re on my mind all of the time

I wonder, what it’s like to die