Dead Inside - One Year Later

I’ve got a mouth full of roses that cover the cuts

There’s thorns in my cheeks where the skin turned to rust

With lips around flowers are all that you see, I’m dying to spit it out

We’re all dead inside

We’re all dead inside

We’re all dead inside and you know it

We’re painting our faces to try not to show it

Over and over, the work never ends

I’m digging in circles, I break before bend

We don’t remember the lender that sold our soul

We just remember the painter that brushed us gold

I’m ripping my hair out to use as a brush

I’ve run out of colors to use as a crutch

I’m painting a picture with words I can’t say

But look on the inside, we’re all black and gray

We’re all dead inside and you know it

We don’t remember the lender that sold our soul

We just remember the painter that brushed us gold

We don’t remember

We don’t remember

I’ve been searching my whole life for something with meaning

But all I found was bleeding, all I found was bleeding

I’ve been looking my whole life for something of worth

But there’s nothing but dirt, nothing but dirt

How can we live when we die every day?

How can we live when we die every day?

How can we live when we die every day?

How can we live when we die every day?

How can we live when we die every day?

How can we live when we die every day?

Fuck it

Yeah

We don’t remember the lender that sold our soul

We just remember the painter that brushed us gold