Back on Track - Negative Self

I felt more alive then I ever had

I felt the pressure in my head go down more every day

I’ve learnt to tolerate the lie

So much easier to just lay down here and die

I gotta get up, got to occupy my mind

You had your reasons I had mine

How can I ever keep trying?

When I measure everything against the self-deceit

And there’s no point in denying

That part’s of me just see it as relief

I expect too much out of life

There is no living thing around that can make me whole

They say true meaning comes from within

But if the inside’s just a void I’ll never win

I gotta get up, got to occupy my mind

You had your reasons I had mine

How can I ever keep trying?

When I measure everything against the self-deceit

And there’s no point in denying

That part’s of me just see it as relief

All good things come to end

I gotta realize, I gotta gotta realize

All good things come to end

I gotta realize, I gotta gotta realize

To reinvent the need (temptation, my favorite enemy)

The ego has to bleed (if it bleeds, if it dies, if it bleed it dies)

To reinvent the need (temptation, my favorite enemy)

The ego has to bleed (if it bleeds, if it dies, if it bleed it dies)

How can I ever keep trying?

When I measure everything against the self-deceit

And there’s no point in denying

That part’s of me just see it as relief

How can I ever keep trying?

When I measure everything against the self-deceit

And there’s no point in denying

That part’s of me just see it as relief

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