Alive - NEFFEX

I wanna feel alive, feel the blood inside my veins

I wanna slow the time, will you slow it down with me?

I think I need to find what it means to be okay

It’s broken by design, can’t live life without some pain, yeah

And I know I’ll keep running, know I’ll be something

You won’t see me coming, I throw, I keep punching

I grow, I keep hunting, no, I need nothing

Supposed to be something, so close to me jumping

You fucked me up in the worst kind of way

You took all of my time and didn’t give it back to me

Wasn’t enough and I don’t know what to say

You wanna fall in love but don’t wanna feel the pain

And I’m so low, 'cause I don’t know

If I’m alone, if I’m unknown

But I won’t go, no, I won’t go

You ain’t never gonna slow me down, 'cause I feel alive now

Fuck my 9 to 5, think I’m gonna go insane

Always on the grind, but still everything’s the same

I’m sick of wasting time, wish I didn’t feel this way

But with this kind of mind I will figure out my lane

It’s the highs and the lows, the change and the woes

All the fame on the coast and the pain no one knows

I want the time just to slow, my mind’s feeling low

Say I’m fine but I know that I might be alone

You fucked me up in the worst kind of way

You took all of my time and didn’t give it back to me

Wasn’t enough and I don’t know what to say

You wanna fall in love but don’t wanna feel the pain

And I’m so low, 'cause I don’t know

If I’m alone, if I’m unknown

But I won’t go, no, I won’t go

You ain’t never gonna slow me down, 'cause I feel alive now

You fucked me up in the worst kind of way

You took all of my time and didn’t give it back to me

Wasn’t enough and I don’t know what to say

You wanna fall in love but don’t wanna feel the pain