Not Alone - Nathan Grisdale

I close my eyes I don’t wanna wake up

I’m so scared run away tired of love

No friends by my-side I’ve had enough

But I don’t wanna die I don’t wanna die yet

Sometimes I’m my only friend

It hurts a lot but I try to pretend

Same shit different day, it’s happening again

Crawl up in a ball, feel so innocent

Just wrote this song to quickly raise awareness

Too many souls thinking they don’t have a purpose yet

Don’t be ashamed of your current situation

It gets better I promise you’re all amazing

They will judge you when they don’t know your story

Let me tell you they couldn’t walk in your shoe

I’m speaking the truth fact please believe me

Perfect just the way you are

Please believe me

You, you, you can learn to love yourself again

You, you, you can learn to love yourself again

I admit that I bite my nails too much

I’m sick of feeling that I’m not good enough

Lock myself in my room when life gets tough

Put on a brave face call it a poker bluff

Can’t explain what causes my down days

Sometimes can’t leave my bed all of this rain

Always crying worrying over yesterday

My life will get better keep on praying for a change

Just wrote this song to quickly raise awareness

Too many souls thinking they don’t have a purpose yet

Don’t be ashamed of your current situation

It gets better I promise you’re all amazing

They will judge you when they don’t know your story

Let me tell you they couldn’t walk in your shoe

I’m speaking the truth fact please believe me

Perfect just the way you are

Please believe me

You, you, you can learn to love yourself again

You, you, you can learn to love yourself again