feelings are fatal - mxmtoon, Tessa Violet

I’m happy for you, I’m smiling for you

I’d do anything for you, for you

It’s always for you and never for me

And I need it to stop so let me tell you, please

I’m always sad and I’m always lonely

But I can’t tell you that I’m breaking slowly

Closed doors, locked in, no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease

I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up

But my feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal

How many times must I keep it inside

I need to let go and I swear that I’ve tried

But opening up means trusting others

And that’s just too much, I don’t want to bother

So I’ll keep it inside and bury it deep

I know it’s not healthy but you won’t hear a peep

Though I’m always sad and I’m always lonely

I could never tell you that I’m breaking slowly

Closed doors, locked in, no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease

I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up

But my feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal