From Illusions and Jealousy - Mournful Gust

It corrodes from within… burns me

It poisons from within… destroys me

It cripples from within… enslaving me

It incinerates from within… burying me

There is too much for me

Everything is in your words

There is too much for pain

Everything is in your eyes

… leave me alone

… if you can

Leave me if you can

I have no forces

Leave me if you can

Allow me to die in loneliness

Erase all inside of me

Lay your hand on my eyes

Close the sun from me

… from illusions and jealousy

… for ever…

The darkness… creeps into my eyes

Am I alive?

No, I’m just without heart…

Illusions… There is my rest (forever)

Jealousy… In despair I am left…

Eyes are close, hands are lowered

Words are said, the life is lived…

It’s never to return… I’ll try to forget

I’ll allow you to come only in my dream

Leave me if you can

I have no forces

Leave me if you can

Allow me to die…

Leave me if you can…

Plead… leave me if you can…