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Sick of the way i am feeling

Waking up watching myself slipping

Should i just take out my eyes?

No longer want them for this life

Acting strong only on the outside

Hiding shame and pain on the inside

I’ve tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn’t exist

Loosing my mind once again

Stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said)

Sleepless nights staring at the ceiling

Sanity running on empty

Try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn’t exist

Loosing my mind once again

Stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said)

Taken for granted again

Stranding my thoughts no matter what i said

Loosing my mind again

Stranded my thoughts no matter what i said

Loosing my mind once again

Stranding my thoughts no matter what i said