Mary Z - McCafferty

There came a point in my life, when I became really sad

I used to be so afraid that nothing would change

So I ran to the wall, climbing, hoping I’d fall

And I mean it, I mean it that I will finally change

I had that look in my eye, the night I finally died

I said that everything’s scary, and people will change

They leave bodies in ditch, they love quivering lips

They love violence and terror

God, I hope you don’t change

You’re so lovely, while I’m so ugly

And you say softly, that you don’t want me

It’s easy to pick up, you’ll never grow up

Easy to break up, my life is broken now

Lay down, break for I build my house

On my own hill, without you all

There came a point in your life, when you became really sad

You used to be so afraid that nothing would change

So you ran to the wall, climbing, hoping you’d fall

And I mean it, I mean it that I will finally change

You had that look in your eye, the night I finally died

You said that everything’s scary, and people will change

They leave bodies in ditch, they love quivering lips

I love violence and terror

God, I hope I don’t change

You’re so lovely, while I’m so ugly

And you say softly, that you don’t want me

It’s easy to pick up, you’ll never grow up

Easy to break up, my life is broken now

Lay down, break for I build my house

On my own hill, without you all

Hang with the good girls, never with the bad ones

Sleep with the hot guys, never with the nice ones

Base all my choices off of my friendships

Wear lots of makeup, don’t think they notice

I am the anger, I am the motive

I am the trigger, I am the bullet

I am the Mary, I am the Zoloft

I am the last call, I am the one off